The days since my last post have been simultaneously the best and also the worst I have ever had.
It’s an interesting phenomenon for a single thing to both make you so benevolent and yet yet so full of negativity at the same time. But such is the situation. How do you deal with jealousy? With betrayal? With accepted disillusionment? With uncompromised feelings of security? With absolute trust? With..(dare I say it?) Such is friendship. Such is family. Such is (this).
Talk to [boss] about future plans. (ie. discontinuing employment)
purchase lottery ticket on Monday
begin writing goodbye letters, should lotto pay off
learn to experience an emotion without verbalizing it.
stop expecting plans to come to fruition